Learning Curse

I love learning.

I love figuring things out.

I love thinking.

Analyzing.

Over-analyzing.

Over-optimizing.

Must consume more knowledge.

So that I can figure out the best course of action to take.

Knowledge is power, right?

Little does my conscious mind know.

That there are deep, powerful forces operating underneath the surface.

Forces that have created everything to lead up to this very moment.

And the next moment.

There may still be action for me to take in this life.

But it's not nearly as much effort, as much struggle, as the energy I put in now

to make sure I've figured it all out.

An impossible task if there ever was one.